Learning Curve
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Part II
There was a long silence following the exchange of information. Xander had a second root beer Leah declined and at the end of it he said, I think I need to go into town for awhile.
Town? Leah sat up. Where?
Theres a sort of a road on the other side of that hill, Xander said, pointing. Just a dirt track, and a little town about four miles to the southwest. Ive got a bicycle here, and its not too rough a trip, even uphill. Therell be things I need to check out, and people I want to talk to Id say three, maybe four hours before I get back to you, it shouldnt be much past noon, youll be fine
Im coming with you, Leah said.
Well no. Xander held up his hands. Dont get worked up, now, okay? But I cant have you coming along. What Im thinking I could maybe set up, no way I can manage it if youre there. I cant make you stay here, I know that, but unless you do, I wont go.
Leah wasnt pleased, and didnt try to hide it. What is it you want to set up, and how will it help me?
I cant say. He shook his head. Look, Im not shining you on, its just I dont know yet. There are a lot of different ways we could play it, and things depend on other things, and Ill start finding all that out when I get to town. Situation like this, you have to deal with it as it is, not try to force it to be something else. So I need to make the trip, and eyeball the scene, and then maybe I can give you something solid.
Fine, Leah told him, maintaining her temper by only a small effort. Well, give me some idea what youre aiming at. Broad outlines, general theory; even if you havent decided on the specifics yet, at least tell me what youre basically hoping to accomplish.
They sent you here for a reason, Xander said. Im supposed to do something or decide something where youre concerned, like Im the Magic 8-Ball of newly-located Slayers. You know better, I know better, but theyre expecting something so well give them something. Some symbolic gesture, whatever will satisfy them so you can go back to the States and I can go back to watching the sunsets. Doesnt really matter what it is, as long as we can sell it, and right now I need to go see what I have to work with.
She didnt like it, but her options were limited, and he genuinely did seem to want her gone as much as she did. Rather than simply give in, she changed the subject. Sunnydale, you said.
He favored her with a quizzical frown. Yeah?
Ive heard that name. When I first started doing Web searches, there was a site
Xander held up his hand again, and with the other he massaged his temples as if trying to ward off a migraine. Dont say it. Dont say the name of the site. He looked up at her with a pained grimace. That thing If you believe me on nothing else, believe this: 70% of what you see there is flat lies, and the rest is twisted around so bad youd never be able to sift the facts from the crap. Yes, Im from Sunnydale, now the location of Californias newest crater lake well, saltwater inlet, actually. Yes, it was a crazy place. No, the Website That Shall Not Be Named is not the place you want to look if you ever hope to learn the truth. Itll just gunk up your brain with really disturbing sludge.
Leah regarded him with open, arch skepticism. So the guy who stopped a Halloween apocalypse by channeling a Delta Force commando, and then seduced three consecutive Slayers, you wouldnt know anything about him?
Jesus, no! Xander shuddered. Ive heard the stories. Theyre right up there with the ones about SuperJonathan: good for a laugh, if your taste runs to tabloid trash, but not to be remotely confused with reality.
Yeah, yeah. Leah waved it off. Okay, go into town. Ill stay. Dont make me wait.
Xander came to his feet. Ill get back quick as I can. Theres, um, Ive got crackers and peanut butter in the backpack, and cans of tuna; you know, stuff that doesnt have to be refrigerated. Feel free. He paused at the door of the hut. If you wanted to leave while Im gone, thatd be another thing I couldnt stop. But no telling how the others would react if you did, so Im just saying, let me take a shot at coming up with something, okay?
I said Id wait, Leah replied impatiently. Ill wait. Just make it snappy.
Xander nodded, and hurried outside. Seconds later Leah heard a faint clattering that had to be the bicycle hed mentioned. She shook her head. Delta Force, she said to herself. Like there was ever a chance Id believe that one.
* * *
He was as good as his word, returning before the sun had begun to tip toward the horizon. I brought some treats, he announced as he dismounted the bicycle. He extracted a cloth sack from the basket on the front, held it up. Twinkies, Ho-Hos, some chips. This kind of stuff doesnt travel well, I usually just nosh on it where I can find it and then move on, but I figured since I had a guest
Chips are okay, Leah said. Im not much for Yellow Dye #5. But do you always do your food shopping based on durability?
It had actually been a minor outburst of random pique, but Xander grinned. Hey, the cans of soup are luxuries. Do a twenty-day trek with nothing but beef jerky and iodine tablets, you get a whole different concept of bare minimum.
Iodine? Leah said. Why iodine?
You add it to the water, Xander explained. Kills bacteria and parasites. And tastes horrible, and messes with your digestion, but not near as bad as youd have if you didnt use iodine.
In Scotland? Leah wondered.
Nah, here I just buy bottled. Like I said, this is supposed to be vacation for me.
Questions, obviously, but Leah decided to save them for later. Or never. So what did you learn? she asked him.
More possibilities than anything else. Xander looked to her. The way you told it, they routed you to me when you tried to quit. Im thinking the simplest solution is for you to go back, act all penitent, and see their program through to the end. You dont have to buy it, just play along.
I dont think so, Leah said.
Seriously, I want you to think about it. Up to now, Xander had evinced glumness, chagrin, irritation at his absent colleagues, and disarming humor; now he wore what Leah decided must be his earnest face. These people arent kidding around; they see what theyre doing as a sacred mission, even if most of em wouldnt use those words, and theyre not gonna let you walk away till youve heard the whole spiel. Youre probably wishing right now youd gone ahead and taken the blue pill but it doesnt work that way, not for Slayers, and theyll keep after you. Long run, itll take less time and hassle to just do it their way, hear em out and then make up your own mind.
Forget it, Leah told him. That wont be happening.
Xander nodded as if unsurprised, and his smile seemed shadowed by something else. Okay, it was a thought. I figured Id at least try to do it the easy way.
So whats the hard way? Leah asked. Or did your imagination run dry at go back to kindergarten?
No, Ive still got a few possibilities we could look at. Xander shook his head. Why they decided I was the Obi-wan of the Slayer scene Well, let me get something to eat, and then Ill start laying it out for you.
He had another can of soup, along with the inevitable root beer; she munched absently on some of the chips before resealing the bag. When he was done, he looked to her and said, All right, I guess its time to get to it. Id say the first thing I need to know is, what makes you different from other Slayers?
I thought wed already covered that, Leah said.
No, sorry, I didnt say it right. What I mean is, why are they treating you different? You dont fit their program, but theyve run across that before. There are other things they could have done when you said you wanted to leave, but instead they sent you to me. That shouldnt have been their first choice heck, I shouldnt have been their fifth choice so I have to wonder what it was about you that made them decide to go this route.
Cant help you there, Leah answered firmly. Ive already told you what I know.
Xander regarded her with some doubt. Theres not anything that might offer any clues?
Ive told you what I know, she repeated. If thats not enough, then its not enough.
Mm. He nodded. Then maybe I should be asking another question. Why are you so against the idea of just finishing out their precious program, giving em what they want and then moving on? I can understand you not liking it, but why not just do it if its the fastest way to get em off your back?
Why should I? Leah challenged him. Why should I give them anything? Nobody asked if I wanted this. Their program, sure, they made that sound like I had a choice only I wonder now what would have happened if Id said no, thanks but where did I get a choice about being a Slayer in the first place? I was the one who had to deal when the whole world went nuts around me. And I did, I made it work, and then they come in all know-it-all, laying on rules that dont make any damn sense, preaching at me over things you can see they dont have the first idea about !
She stopped. Xander waited. At last he said, What kinds of things?
Leah shook her head. Things. Nothing in particular. Its just the whole attitude. Id had enough, and I said so.
Xander watched her, considering. You wont go back.
Not a chance, she confirmed. No way.
And you wont tell me why. Even though there is a reason.
Ive told you what I know, she said for the third time.
Yeah. Xander sighed. Nineteen years old, and youve got all the answers. You think they dont have anything to teach you? You think you can take on the world by yourself?
I did okay before they found me, Leah said. In fact, Id have to say I did better when it was just me.
Oh, yeah, Xander said. Youre a Slayer, baddest of all bad-asses. His expression was suddenly harder than she would have believed that face could hold. Do you have any idea how many little girls like you Ive buried?
Leah laughed. You?
Im not saying I took em down myself, Xander said. But Slayers arent invincible. They die, like anybody else. From being outmatched. From being overconfident. Sometimes just from bad luck, or maybe the thing theyre fighting gets exactly the wrong moment of good luck
Ive heard the lectures, Leah said. And you know what? every one of them came from somebody who wasnt a Slayer, or from a Slayer who hadnt had to face half the things I did.
Xander sat silently, studying her with a gaze that never quite focused on her and yet gave the eerie impression of missing nothing. Youre right on one thing, he said. Lectures wont do it. Come with me.
He stood and walked away, toward one of the craggy rock ridges that looked down over the sheep meadows. After a moment she followed. He stopped a few feet back from the edge. You see that spot down there? he asked. There at the base, where those wildflowers are, the little patch shaped like Angelina Jolies lips?
I see it, she said.
Xander picked up a loose stone, held it out over the edge. Keep watching that spot, he said, and released the stone.
Leah kept her eyes on the spot indicated, Xander had taken a half-step back as he let go of the stone and she moved up into the space he had vacated, watching as the stone struck a few inches from the patch of flowers
There was a harsh crackling sound, a tremendous impact squarely in the center of her spine, and the world went dark.
* * *
She was back in the hut when she woke, and she lay for several minutes on the rough cot, mind drifting dazedly. Then reality came back to her in an instant, and she heaved herself upright and out the door, looking around for her host, fists clenched and aching to dispense retribution. He wasnt in sight, but just outside the door she saw a sheet of paper anchored by another of the loose stones. She picked it up and read:
Stun gun, charge calibrated for Slayer physiology.
Thats one.
Come and get me.The bicycle was gone. On the ground between the hut and the low ridge where he had sandbagged her, an arrow (formed of the ubiquitous stones) pointed the way: east-northeast, if placement of the sun meant true west. Leah went back into the hut, found the bottled water Xander had mentioned, drank one bottle. Then, carrying another, she set out running in the direction indicated by the arrow.
She could have headed for the town instead. She had considered it: not due to fear if hed wanted to hurt her, he could have done it easily while she was out but just from unwillingness to play whatever game he might have in mind. He had stung her pride, however, added to which was that he was probably right about the new Council organization continuing to dog her. Much simpler, and far more gratifying, to convince him of her capabilities. The fact that doing so would include showing him emphatically that blindsiding her didnt mean hed beaten her well, that didnt suck, either.
She didnt push at full speed; he wouldnt have gone far, he intended that she overtake him. She just didnt want to wait any longer than she had to. While she ran, she made herself assess what had happened. Okay, hed gotten her, taken her cold. Thats one. No point in denying it but what had he accomplished by it? So far as she could see, hed only managed to 1) get about an hours lead on her, and 2) tick her off thoroughly.
Unable to find a satisfying answer, she let it go. She would ask when she caught up with him and hed answer, count on it.
He was waiting at a relative low spot, under a stand of trees just on the other side of the road. The bicycle was leaning against one of the trees, and Leah realized that, though he had sent her overland, Xander had made better time by following a loop of the road. So, he called to her as she came down the slope of the hill. What makes you different from other Slayers?
She stopped, maybe fifteen yards distant. I made my own way, she told him. I made it as a Slayer without them, and they just cant stand that.
Xander shook his head. Nope. Thats not it.
Really? Leah took a step toward him. What makes you so sure?
Theres something youre not telling me, Xander said. He reached out to take hold of a staff that rested against the tree next to him: six feet of polished hardwood, tapering slightly to either end, the classical bo of several different martial arts. Whatever it is, it goes beyond solo Slayer ops. Youre hiding something, and thats what I want. So, one more time: what makes you different? Whats your secret?
She snorted scornfully. Not asking much, are you? She eyed the staff, and her mouth twisted into a sneer. You expect me to open up on the first date, youll need more wood than that.
Well, ya works with what ya gots. Xander slid into a slanting stance, rotating the staff to direct one end toward her. Ready whenever you are, macho gal.
Instinct, ancient foreknowledge rather than learning, told her that he held the staff with easy familiarity, but not any legacy of formal training. It didnt matter. There was more to this guy than showed on the surface, but he could have been the greatest staff-fighter who ever lived and it still wouldnt have been enough. He couldnt match her for speed, no living human could, besides which she could go straight through his attack if she wanted, take any hit full-on and still have more than enough left to break his weapon and him. This is going to hurt you a lot more than it does me, she said, and charged.
He stood his ground (just meant shed reach him a fraction of a second sooner than if he ran), and she gathered herself for a running leap and the mossy ground gave way beneath her feet. She stumbled, reached, but her hands, too, went through the earth before her and she went down, there was a deep reverberating Two-o-ong! and a shadow fell over her. She fought her way upright, too late, folds of net snared and tangled her, and somehow Xander reached through the close-set cords. The stun-gun crackled, her muscles locked, and she went down again.
Xander squatted beside her. Thats two, he said. He must have dialed down the charge this time, because she was still conscious, but no amount of will could give her control of her body. Weird, isnt it? You Slayer, me human, but Ive taken you down twice now. Two times I could have killed you, if thats what I wanted. But how can this be? Youre the one who has all the answers, and Im one of the bunch that doesnt have anything to teach you. Yep, its a mystery.
Bite me, she gasped. Meaningless, humiliating, but she wouldnt surrender.
Not me, he told her. Totally not my deal. But youd be a tasty treat for a lot of things out there. So I guess that means youre alive by luck: luck that I dont have a sweet tooth for Slayer yumminess.
He leaned in toward her. Im trying to build up to a point here, but youre not exactly an eager student, so I dont know if Im reaching you. Ive asked it before, but you need to seriously think about answering. What makes you different?
Then the charge hit again, and again she was gone.
* * *
This time he had pulled her in beneath the trees, with the netting folded under her for padding. As before, her awakening was accompanied by some minutes of mental blurriness, and she had to study the scene for some time before her mind would function well enough to make any sense of it. Finally the fragmented parts of her clicked together, and she looked around her with perplexity and slow understanding.
Trenches. Trenches had been dug in the ground leading to his position: three of them, two and a half feet across, a foot and a half deep, and then thin sheets of moss laid over a framework of light branches to conceal them. Not a trap, not even much of an obstacle, but enough to trip her during a rash charge; and, in the seconds before she recovered, sapling catapults had launched the weighted edges of the net that had tangled her.
This time there was no note. Only the arrow.
Leah had been angry before. Now, no question about it, she was shaken. When had he had time to set this up? Certainly not while she was unconscious at the hut, not counting his own travel time. So he must have arranged it in advance. Hed been ahead of her the whole time. Hed already beaten her, twice. Her mind shied away from the thought of what the fast-maturing cruitl larvae would have done to her if shed lost focus even for a second, or how quickly she would have died if shed let Gutrick slip so disastrously inside her guard
This guy was better than good. He was terrifying. And he didnt even seem to be trying hard.
Disturbed, chastened, and much as she hated to admit it frightened, Leah followed the arrow.
It had been set beside the road, so she stayed on the road. It helped to not have to keep a bearing, to let her thoughts run loose. He had kept coming back to it. The secret. The thing that made her different. He wouldnt quit, she could see that. Hed stay after her until he had it from her.
And she wouldnt, couldnt tell him.
* * *
This time, when she saw him, she stopped. He had stayed with the road, and he sat now with his knees up, leaning back against a grassy swell of earth by the roadside. He was in the open, almost half a mile away, and even with eyesight somewhat better than would have been rated perfect in a human, Leah couldnt positively confirm that it was him. All the same, she had no doubt. As she watched, he raised one hand to his face in a familiar motion, and a glint of sun off a smooth surface told her he was taking a drink from a water bottle or canteen or soda can.
There was nothing within several hundred feet of him that could conceal a snare. Probably he had picked the spot precisely to allow her to see this. It was a challenge: nope, no reprise, Ill hit you with something brand-new and, even knowing, you still wont be able to stop it.
Maybe so. But shed be a fool to ignore past experience. She started toward him, determined that, even if she couldnt protect against the unforeseen, she would at least be on guard for what she did know.
He was human. He was unarmed except for the staff. She had killed things with ten times his strength, a hundred times his ferocity. So why did she feel like someone walking naked toward a hungry lion?
No, worse. A lion, she could handle.
As she came within a quarter-mile of his position, he stood unhurriedly. Leah slowed but kept on, watching him closely. He picked up the staff, leaning on it rather than taking any kind of martial stance. Maybe he was just being as cautious as she was trying to be; even at a full-out sprint, it would take her at least thirty seconds to reach him, but being already on his feet would give him that much more lead time She didnt believe it. He had a reason, there was always a reason for whatever he did, and she kept her eyes fixed on him as she continued her approach, alert for any motion that might warn of another harsh surprise.
The impact drove her breath from her lungs, slamming her to the side with the brutal force of a giant fist, and she was struck again before her brain fully registered the booming report that had accompanied the first blow. Then a third, and she was down and shed been shot! She pushed herself to hands and knees, desperate, bewildered, and again was smashed flat, and finally she understood that she was being fired on from three sides, but her body was too wrecked to act on the knowledge. She tried anyhow, being beaten was one thing but quitting was something else entirely, and was rewarded with yet another round, this one directly into the pit of her stomach, and she vomited explosively and went face-down in the road.
He was beside her, Xander, he turned her to her side and watched with what she could recognize as anxiety until, after forever, her ravaged diaphragm relaxed and she could breathe again. Then, letting out a breath of his own, Xander said, So what is it? How are you different from other Slayers? Whats the thing you dont want anybody to know?
And Leah, vanquished at last not just beaten, but defeated lying in the dust of the road and in her own vomit, began helplessly to cry.
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